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Last Friday on 5th of june i went out with my tcc friend to drink and we went there after 11pm cause some of them was working until 11pm. when we reach there it was already 12am i think… i didn’t know that going to pub need to wear long pant and i wear wrong i got wear 3 quarter pant stupid me sia…. lucky the bouncer allow me to go in sia phew but they tell me cannot go upstair which was the dancing area and i say dun worry i dun dance 1 haha….. in the end they open 2 chivas and got 8 bot of tiger fierce sia hahah…. the first chivas i was still awake but after the second chivas which i straight drink for 15 sec then i black out le hahaha quite lousy right me? haiz maybe is trying use drink to make me dun feel so lonely inside so that i can dream of my gf more haiz… miss her… muack love u so much dear wish u could be back in my arm soon keke muack muack tat all for now nite

Haiz…. although i am now single but i feel lonely at nite as i cannot call my darling…. miss her so much….. miss her laughter miss her act cute….. waiting for her to come back to me still have 55 day to wait for my gf to come back wanted to hug her tight tight tight muack muack

So long nv write le….. now i finally settle down with my gf elizabeth….. haha so sad she is leaving me for 2mth to go shanghai for a workattachment hope i will not miss her so much….. nowsaday work is getting more and more bored le….. thought of quitting but when i think of quitting i think of $$$ haiz although there is a saying that without love u can survive but without $$$ it really hard to survive sia recently i heard my manager tat my paid increase to $6.5 per hour i feel so happy sia but in the meantime i feel sad cause alot of my part time tcc fren all leaving me haiz so far i think i will have to adept without my fren then all the best to all my tcc friend and darling remember to call me when u reach shanghai using webcam if u can find ok?? ??? Let hope i will survive in my exam sian….

Now exam is on 12th march and i now haven’t even start studying stress!!! neverthless my honey elizabeth is getting her result for her poly admission hope she can get in to the poly she want i also wish i can get into the poly with her so that i can meet her everyday wishing that i can marry her faster so that i no can see her everyday muack darling i love you alot alot hope u get into the poly u wan and study hard okie? i also must le tat all hehe all the best to those who are going to take exam too Gd Luck

My heart is bleeding like river…..why do i alway felt so unsecured when we are together i have being trying to make myself secure with her but i have fail until now….. my bleed start yesterday… i dun know whether she know but i know my heart is wounded deeper and deeper until i lazy to bother i sometime just wish to be a no feeling people so that i can don’t have any emotion……but i can’t……i hate this feeling but still have to handle it she alway say she stress but has she ever wonder how stress i could be….. but i alway try to be understanding….. but i just can’t be alway understanding all the time….. does she know that people nd space and freedom sometime?……feel like going to die better and no worry i know this is a selfish act but sometime just wish to think this way so that i can feel better…..alway tell ppl wat to do in relationship in the end i find that all the word i use reflect back to me…. well let see how many week i am not going to meet ba let hope i will feel secured 1 day ba…. sorry to her if she see this but somethime it is not easy to say out so i rather type it out

Haiz….. i am getting so mental drain….. although i keep on working but my heart is get more and more tired…. not in relationship but in everything i do…… feel so tired even though is tired still have to do because must learn to earn income for ownself ma and get more exprience…. i have learn the demanding part of customer and learn that customer is alway right the word is wat i must know in my job….. customer unhappy our fault…. customer complain us also our fault if have no fault so long customer say wat we will have to say is our fault and i have learn the patience…. even though sometime i wish to kill the customer but i can’t….. because if i kill them i will need to go jail….. haiz…… tired arh…….stress until my white hair getting more and more le…. getting old le la haiz…… tat all for now ba happy pig year everyone……

Well i finally get out of ITE but still kind of missing school life so now working as a part time waiter at bugis….. know alot of new friends at there and now i understand by wat is customer is alway right…. haiz….. feel so tired every time when i end my work but i think i am glad ba…. don’t know how to say ba mayb is because lazy to be angry of thing le ba…. but feel so happy that my gf is so understanding….. Thanks Dear…. for supporting me… i know u are in camp when i posting this but when u see it…. don’t say anything… and so sorry to you…. neglecting u i know it my fault…..sometime i become very quiet and i know u will worry but don’t worry i will be fine after a while…….. well work for me now is just a motive to let me earn more $$$$ wan to change hp also haha… so have to work hard by the way new year is around the corner le i wish everyone HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR….. get more ang bao for the chinese for the malay sorry la… no ang bao but hope u guy have fun….. once again thanks guy for looking at my blogs…. To all my ah mei…. please let mi know what happen when u gal are having any problem see your sad make mi worry for u guys too… got time ask mi out lor….. can??? well good luck to u guy…..:)

Today was such a disgraceful day of my life and most happy day of my life. Why do i say that?

Because today i did something which in my life i never thought i would do and that is singing!!!! wat singing isn’t scary at all but singing to the audience with principal is scary. Yes today i sang one lame song wif my teacher and i felt scared at first as i fear i will not make it. But thanks to the mc it make me feel that i should not be worry at all. so thanks to the mc of course i also must thanks my own gf for trying her best to give mi her support so thank u dear!! Muack and i was also happy as now i get to understand abit more abt my gf and i learn that i am the one who got his first kiss three cheer to mi haha… anyway i also today bought a new earpiece at creative and thinking of buying a new mp3 hmm…. so should i wait for the price to drop further or should i buy early leh? it cost $199 and i quite like the design leh how ??? haiz… and tat all for now

For the past two day, i being going through hell as my temper was in a very bad mood. Basically of the council and the parent…..So damn pisss offf….wif amk sia wtf is the outgoing president thinking??? watever la for those who see know wat happen u will also understand how do i feel and i must say sorry to someone which i have offended. that person was just trying to show concern but i was just not in the mood.so to the person whom u know. i am tell u sorry for being such harsh to u. anyway good luck to the investiture itself i will not be active anymore….dun wish to take part in it anymore feel very sad and dissapointed in the thing they being doing