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My heart is bleeding like river…..why do i alway felt so unsecured when we are together i have being trying to make myself secure with her but i have fail until now….. my bleed start yesterday… i dun know whether she know but i know my heart is wounded deeper and deeper until i lazy to bother i sometime just wish to be a no feeling people so that i can don’t have any emotion……but i can’t……i hate this feeling but still have to handle it she alway say she stress but has she ever wonder how stress i could be….. but i alway try to be understanding….. but i just can’t be alway understanding all the time….. does she know that people nd space and freedom sometime?……feel like going to die better and no worry i know this is a selfish act but sometime just wish to think this way so that i can feel better…..alway tell ppl wat to do in relationship in the end i find that all the word i use reflect back to me…. well let see how many week i am not going to meet ba let hope i will feel secured 1 day ba…. sorry to her if she see this but somethime it is not easy to say out so i rather type it out

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