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Haiz…….i really dun know what to do liaoz…. can someone help mi??….i now like a girl in my sch but she can’t make up her mind of whether she like mi or not but in my heart i know that i have no hope…..but my friend keep on encouraging mi ….. wat to do?? should i get in relationship so soon?
i also fail in relationship for just recent month…. i just got back to my usual self then i still haf to face study… can i managed my study i also dun know yet and i fear if i managed to get her….i scared i will lose her very fast because i am a very naggy person… and i can’t help it to get worried if she don’t reply me… haiz wat to do??? can someone help??????

Today morning was such a nice day to sleep and yet ppl keep msging me to check whether got go ktv anot i am like WTF as the weather was raining the whole morning and i was ready to cancel the singing but don’t wan to dissapoint my friend so i waited for them to say cancel.afternoon even more sian…. i was in class and around 2.30pm i got a call frm my friend and ask me to go for a conference which was at 2.30pm!!!!! i was like damn the thing start liao and then u ask mi to go i couldn’t reject as i dun wan to sabo him so i accept and i was rushing there….. like insane ppl…. when i reach there i felt so stress as they have discussed alot of thing and i dun know what to say…. and just anyhow give information…. when they were talking i felt like a mute as they got so many suggestion and i was like there just listening and not saying anything…… So i know now is when last minute stuff dun accept it… just reject….. haiz…. so tired when i was on bus…….that all

Haiz…. My life was in a mess for the past one year… i got in relationship and got failure in relationship…. homework also getting bad…haiz… wat to do who call me itchy mind want to get in relationship….neverthless now is no longer the time i want to get in relationship liaoz…got hurt so deep during these past relationship… dun know whether do i still have to ability to find another girl to date and when will i find the girl which i will truly love and she also love me?? ~~~{If life have to go through all these pain to find the true love i am willing to suffer but who is the 1 can anyone help me??}~~~all these time i though relationship is more important than friendship but i am wrong friendship is alway more important than relationship at my age…. well let hope in my life everything will goes smoothly….. haiz……:({}so sian sia…… even started to learn to drink beer… nv thought that beer could be sooooo bitter… didn’t know why ppl like to drink…..now than i know morning drink beer is bad for my health will cause headache one leh….. sian….. arh!!!!!!

Today it was the time where we the Boy’s Brigade boys verus the church member. In the morning kana con by my junior to rot at sch WTF waste my time sia and then go there and play card and it rain somemore so sianz…. in the afternoon time 5pm. we start to kick the offical match waaa damn tired sia…. and the field damn muddy sia… very hard to kick… at first we lost to them 1-0 in the first half but in the second half i was so unlucky kana cramp so sianz….. then i have no choice but to limp out of the field lucky i go out still nv lose we still managed to chase back 2 goal as we lost to them 2 goal and we force them to kick pk and we won!!! haha after 3 year we finally won hahaha…. tat all lor too bad lah cramp wrong timing haiz… nvm i will have to train harder to get less cramp haha that all folk thanks for reading my blog:)  Good nite

Today it was the time where we the Boy’s Brigade boys verus the church member. In the morning kana con by my junior to rot at sch WTF waste my time sia and then go there and play card and it rain somemore so sianz…. in the afternoon time 5pm. we start to kick the offical match waaa damn tired sia…. and the field damn muddy sia… very hard to kick… at first we lost to them 1-0 in the first half but in the second half i was so unlucky kana cramp so sianz….. then i have no choice but to limp out of the field lucky i go out still nv lose we still managed to chase back 2 goal as we lost to them 2 goal and we force them to kick pk and we won!!! haha after 3 year we finally won hahaha…. tat all lor too bad lah cramp wrong timing haiz… nvm i will have to train harder to get less cramp haha that all folk thanks for reading my blog:)  Good nite

this is my second blog, hehe just want to type thing lor. Now i can’t have lost control over my godsister, all starting to bully me haiz…. so unlucky plus mt outside cca it getting more and more pathetic as the member are getting lesser dun know how to help and dun wish to help sia very sianz…. exam also coming haiz…. why life have so many thing to do in my own cca also starting to get sianz dun know should i start thinking of quitting it anot….. still have 1 more year sia wa laoz that mean 12 month leh and fail in the relationship dun know should i even think about it…..lucky injury is recovering or else i will have to suffer more sia….. Being a big kor kor is such a troublesome thing hope to have a godbrother who i can consult or a godsister that i can ask also good but dun have any sianz……. that all liaoz nite nite

Hi this is my first time writing about blog dun know wat is it also haha:0 . now study also very sianz…. dun know wat to do sia